but yes, see?
“…so yes, volatile is probably the word.
but we were onto something about this in earlier conversations. about how a. is so important because he lets himself be animated by the catastrophe. there *might* be ways that letting that volatility have a go at us could be a way of calming it, and ourselves.
(that last phrase is me thinking my way into the work for the next several weeks)”and at this point in our lives we know magic. why not?
oh ps. i keep reading how gold enters the world; and fuck me if i can’t remember where. there was that line i wrote and it’s coming back to me now. where’s my bear to lick me clean, feed my soul milk and honey, production of the world etc.
oh, jeez - you’re always changing things up after you post! ;.) wasn’t there something here earlier about her just saying what we already know? because that’s what i was going to comment on. and it’s been on my mind listening to her a lot these past few weeks. greatness may be about letting ourselves say what everybody else (including ourselves most of the time) is just too lazy to say.
(this is also probably a fairly proustian way of seeing things. which is my way of giving a little shout-out to matthew g. who is, like you said before christmas even happened, just like christmas yall ;.)
